@Tukad
Pancoran
ini bulan maret dan sepertinya ini menjadi hampir sebulan gue disini, di bali, bersama hal-hal yang tak pernah sama dengan tempat yang sama, seperti bisa semua tempat dan bentuk tak banyak berubah, hanya manusia yang mengisi tempat itu, yang memberikan arti dan mengurangi arti nya dengan sesukanya saja.
Kadang
ada beberapa spot yang penting di hidup kita yang merupakan bagian dari kita,
mereka tidak berubah tentunya, tapi kitalah yang merubah dengan memberi arti
dan mengurangi artinya, begitu juga denganku (tentu saja), setelah 4 bulanan
tidak bekerja di mai mesaree villa bali lagi karena pulang ke lombok dan sempat 3 bulan bekerja di renon tapi akhirnya kembali bekerja dengan aku yang
bukan dulu lagi membuat ini terkadang beda, teman2 karea tidak bertemu
sebulanan dan mungkin lebih membuat berbeda, kebiasaanku yang ku lakukanpun yang tak berbentuk
menjadi berbentuk karena ku taruhkan beberapa arti, kadang merah, ungu, hijau,
hitam dan kadang putih, mereka para ramalah warna ternyata tak salah (barus
sadar) kareana warna yang kita sukai adalah yang mewakili apa kebanyakan arti
yang akan kita imbuhkan ke hidup, benda dan orang di swekeliling kita.
Filling
awkward, annoying, hollow sometime, i realize dats imma human being, don’t want
to do something anymore, being so moody suddenly, wanna cry with no make a sense, mad so
i got some tips to do, usually i did when all dats feelin comin meh,
1. 1. Make a list to do in daily life, something no bout ur daily
activities, mostly “thing” dats you like to do, ( Ex: dance, vocal lesson, play
guitar, cookin, watch movie, read novel ect).
2. 2. Put some wise word that capable to build up mind greatly, a
wise word that you trust be able to making you move up clearly, a wise word
that from the first that you hear and have a great influences to you.
3. 3.
Look around put 3 till 5 person with great behaviour,
environtment and something that they have, like a inspire one, so you might
take reflection from them, good intention course ^.^
4. 4. Make a list, with 5 person, the fun friend, and go for them
with some talk, some to do and just meet and get some.
5. 5. “Idol” as we know, mostly people have their own idol, even
singer, actor or superstar. Adore them, take a wanted to be like them, and try
for it.
6.
6. “Cry” when that feeling coming down, attacking so much and
blowing up, just cry, cry loudly, cry a river !!
7. 7. “Sing” put the MP3 on and SING!! Loudly
8.
8. Get talking / text with somebody, 誰でもいいよ。
9.
9. “Sleep ”make a time and sleep! Just sleep and
they will get gone some.
1 10.
Look up around or
remember you just a lucky one, that so many people that can’t do like you do, just
thinking how’s awesome you are, take adore yourself.
1 11.
Flashback to your昔, how you were, what you got? Your stupid
moment in past, and think now, what you get, your brand new, the thing that
capable you do, your job, your boyfriend, your awesome surrounding by, your new
man, new friend, the new stuff that you buy last day.
1 12.
Write your 欲しい事 , like your
goal, your dream and when that feeling happened just push them out with those.
1 13.
Routinely meet your dear friend and
have some talk.
1 14.
Do sport !! dats way to less your
annoying jerk feeling.
1 15.
Pray !! just near from god capable to
make you near from the awesome feeling
1 16.
Write!! Whatever
it is, (ex : write for blog, facebook status, twitter, a diary, write something
in memo, dats all rite)
So just try them, 1 by 1 and, don’t take
it all, just the way to make yourself be cozy, or you already have some way to
solve your jerk moment? Share it to meh, let’s have talk and solve them and
make a great tips, (gonna be great)
I’m feeling those jerk moment at last
minute, then I wrote this, during my feeling become good, much better, so many
thing that able to make someone down, mostly I found in surrounding word, even
in your boss, coworker, and your boyfie, I feel it.
Hmm I miss my cat in Lombok, being
alone is the most reason that feeling coming.
Good luck
Don’t let them
bring you down today
Let’s survive
^.^
^___^

love this post somehow..
BalasHapusbtw hard to comment here bcos of the captcha column is hidden -_-
thx <3 hidden? i can't solve dat's but i'll find out as possible :)
BalasHapus