MyGost And that's strange worth yesterday

Memasuki bulan ke 5 aku dengan my ghost (sang pacar) ada banyak hal baru yang mengejutkan coming out, hal yang being annoying and super duper seneng juga selalu aja, seperti kemarin -_- tepatnya kemarin yang aneh.

Ditengah aku yang kadang ngitung2 kapan mesti pulang ke lombok dan long stay disana, bulan2 yang terlewatkan, mengitung kapan “the day” itu akhirnya become true.

Kadang kalo over thinking suka bikin aneh, and proven! Di gue absolutely, ya gue jadi tiap hari ngerusak fikiran gue sendiri dengen mikirin by minute, apakah dia bahagia ama gue? Apakah dia bosan? Mengira2 saat dia mulai pembicaraan tiba2 tanpa topik, mengira2 kata putus atau something yang jelek bakal dia katakan, mesti so far mesti kebalikannya sih #happier.

Hal kebalikan itu dateng lagi kemarin hari, saat itu gue baru saja nyampe kosan dan dapet surprise dari dia, gue kaget banget dong, gue yang mau buka pintu kosan tiba-tiba dia ada gitu aja, sengaja buat bikin gue kaget, hari itu gue dapet pesannya dia sih, katanya mau party ampe jam 12 malem, ya seperti biasa paling, dia bakal minum atau mungkin ketemu ama cwe yang 100x lebih kinclong ama gue, selebihnya ya gue お任せ aja deh,

Eh firstly, I got died surprise and act like mad, but by minute changed, he told me that he love me more more and more, be so much much much , I just take cool, he told me everything that wasn’t talked before, that how much he runs be falling with me O.o

Told me from the first met mine just special and more. I dunno what I should take to act, like 90% surprise 1% realize and the remain is I dunno about.

Yes, everybody know we in relationship even more alike, but dats time was difference, honestly dats was my first got so much loving word event I got 50 more times relationship with diff guys,

Like…..din! ur my important! Din….please stay with me forever,… don’t leave me anymore T.T do you know how much I love you? I just want to stay with you happy!, don’t worry about anything and everything I’ll always protect you and he remains that word more then 10 times and that’s ain’t normal.

To hear and see him like not normal I just asked “are u OK? “did you drunk so much? With strange face and was think that is this real? Am I dreaming ? is him my ghost?

If that true about he got so much drunk on party and dats’s was the in fact, I thought a quotation dats “if someone have talk while get drunk, the talked is absolutely real!!!” it must be real!!

And finally I have to thinking about >.< that’s too sweet!!! But at least I just found my normal ghost with many list and rule to do and wise word to say, that’s ain’t care face, the poker face and cooler then ice, that’s act taking me to think that is he love me at real? But it’s being so easy with that’s yesterday ^.^

While everything have to change but we gonna last forever with the coming true dream^.^

Got the 3 adorable flawless baby boys^.^

And everlasting happy ^.^

champagne Profil ^__^

Gue lagi suka banget ama band jepang namanya “champagne”  gue pengen downlowad mp3 nya kagak ada, awalnya gue lagi nyari mp3 one ok rock yang all mind, nah gue nemu si champagne yang run away, gue klik dan dengerin, indirectly bikin gue langsung suka simple kan, voc nya  guanteng kebangetan, ingrisnya lancar banget suaranya juga oke, lagu oke dan my point is nih band oke bangets deh.

Dan akhirnya gue gak kunjung menyerah untuk mendapatkan mp3 nih band, soanya kallo gue ada mp3 nya gue gak bisa sering2 puter2, gue males ama videonya dengan alesan  hape gue gak suport buat format selain mp3, alias hape gue menyedihkan bangets gak bisa muter video dengan kualitas bangus, intinya kalo gue gak ada mp3 dari nih band, kemungkinan gue bersusah payah dulu buka notebook, nunggu loadingan 10 menitan, buka volder video dan ngelik tuh MV, baru deh bisa ngedengrin  lagu bagus ini, ribet kan? >.< lupain aja kebodohan hape gue dan gue, nah ini dia para member band :

M E M B E R S :

YOOHEI KAWAKAMI ● 川上洋平

 Position : 【Vocals & Guitar】

HIROYUKI ISOBE ● 磯部寛之

 Position : 【Bass & Chorus】

MASAKI SHIRAI ● 白井眞輝

 Position : 【Guitar】

HIROKI ISHIKAWA ● 庄村聡泰

 Position : 【Drums】

Albums :

[2010.01.20] Where's My Potato?

[2011.02.09] I Wanna Go To Hawaii.

[2012.04.04] Schwarzenegger

 [2013.06.26] Me No Do Karate. Singles

[2010.07.07] city

[2010.11.24] You're So Sweet & I Love You

[2011.07.20] Ie (言え)

[2011.11.14] spy

[2012.07.11] Kill Me If You Can

[2013.01.23] starrrrrrr / Namida ga Koboresou (涙がこぼれそう)

 [2013.04.03] Forever Young

[2013.12.25] Run Away / Oblivion Demo Tapes

[2007.11.18] Ondosa (温度差)

 [2008.05.xx] DEMO CD

[2009.05.03] Provocation To Noble Artists Video Releases

[2011.10.05] It's Me And Me Against The World

 [2012.10.17] I thought it was only one day Compilations / Other

 [2010.03.03] Disney Rocks!!

ありがとうございます

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How to solve annoying mood ^__^

@Tukad Pancoran 

ini bulan maret dan sepertinya ini menjadi hampir sebulan gue disini, di bali, bersama hal-hal yang tak pernah sama dengan tempat yang sama, seperti bisa semua tempat dan bentuk tak banyak berubah, hanya manusia yang mengisi tempat itu, yang memberikan arti dan mengurangi arti nya dengan sesukanya saja.

Kadang ada beberapa spot yang penting di hidup kita yang merupakan bagian dari kita, mereka tidak berubah tentunya, tapi kitalah yang merubah dengan memberi arti dan mengurangi artinya, begitu juga denganku (tentu saja), setelah 4 bulanan tidak bekerja di mai mesaree villa bali lagi karena pulang ke lombok dan sempat 3 bulan bekerja di renon tapi akhirnya kembali bekerja dengan aku yang bukan dulu lagi membuat ini terkadang beda, teman2 karea tidak bertemu sebulanan dan mungkin lebih membuat berbeda, kebiasaanku yang ku lakukanpun yang tak berbentuk menjadi berbentuk karena ku taruhkan beberapa arti, kadang merah, ungu, hijau, hitam dan kadang putih, mereka para ramalah warna ternyata tak salah (barus sadar) kareana warna yang kita sukai adalah yang mewakili apa kebanyakan arti yang akan kita imbuhkan ke hidup, benda dan orang di swekeliling kita.

Filling awkward, annoying, hollow sometime, i realize dats imma human being, don’t want to do something anymore, being so moody suddenly, wanna cry with no make a sense, mad so i got some tips to do, usually i did when all dats feelin comin meh, 

1.   1.   Make a list to do in daily life, something no bout ur daily activities, mostly “thing” dats you like to do, ( Ex: dance, vocal lesson, play guitar, cookin, watch movie, read novel ect).

2.    2.  Put some wise word that capable to build up mind greatly, a wise word that you trust be able to making you move up clearly, a wise word that from the first that you hear and have a great influences to you.

3.   3.   Look around put 3 till 5 person with great behaviour, environtment and something that they have, like a inspire one, so you might take reflection from them, good intention course ^.^

4.    4.  Make a list, with 5 person, the fun friend, and go for them with some talk, some to do and just meet and get some.

5.   5.   “Idol” as we know, mostly people have their own idol, even singer, actor or superstar. Adore them, take a wanted to be like them, and try for it.

6.     6. “Cry” when that feeling coming down, attacking so much and blowing up, just cry, cry loudly, cry a river !!

7.   7.   “Sing” put the MP3 on and SING!! Loudly

8.     8. Get talking / text with somebody, 誰でもいいよ。

9.     9. “Sleep ”make a time and sleep! Just sleep and they will get gone some.

1   10.                         Look up around or remember you just a lucky one, that so many people that can’t do like you do, just thinking how’s awesome you are, take adore yourself.

1   11.                         Flashback to your昔, how you were, what you got? Your stupid moment in past, and think now, what you get, your brand new, the thing that capable you do, your job, your boyfriend, your awesome surrounding by, your new man, new friend, the new stuff that you buy last day.

1   12.                         Write your 欲しい事 , like your goal, your dream and when that feeling happened just push them out with those.

1   13.                         Routinely meet your dear friend and have some talk.

1   14.                         Do sport !! dats way to less your annoying jerk feeling.

1   15.                         Pray !! just near from god capable to make you near from the awesome feeling

1   16.                         Write!! Whatever it is, (ex : write for blog, facebook status, twitter, a diary, write something in memo, dats all rite)

So just try them, 1 by 1 and, don’t take it all, just the way to make yourself be cozy, or you already have some way to solve your jerk moment? Share it to meh, let’s have talk and solve them and make a great tips, (gonna be great)

I’m feeling those jerk moment at last minute, then I wrote this, during my feeling become good, much better, so many thing that able to make someone down, mostly I found in surrounding word, even in your boss, coworker, and your boyfie, I feel it.

Hmm I miss my cat in Lombok, being alone is the most reason that feeling coming.

Good luck

Don’t let them bring you down today

Let’s survive

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